Days of little answers

I don’t know
But Daddy knows
What a comfort that is
To my aching soul

Daddy my heart is
So sore
So sore of what this world teaches us
So sore of what we ourselves have done

Daddy my heart is so sore
Raw on the inside
Daddy look, look at what I have done
How come You will not give up on me?

I feel just so lost
So broken
In the temptations I fall into
How come, why come, what have I done?

Daddy I do not
I do not have answers
To the brokenness inside
Still Daddy, still You show me there is more

More layers of brokenness
Inside of my heart
More layers of brokenness
You want to heal

Daddy I don’t, I don’t know
I have so few
So little answers
When days like this knock on my life’s door

o Daddy
Why
Why do we seek for things this world gives
Why do we fall into waters of despair

Daddy I know not
Why we have so much wickedness inside
Still Daddy I find
You still love me

How beautiful and special and dear
This is to me
But Daddy what to do
When my heart doesn’t wanna believe in myself once more

Daddy I feel trapped
I feel so trapped in this body sometimes
A heart and a body that doesn’t honor You
It doesn’t know how

Daddy why
Why, why, why
The questions run all through my mind
Why this, why that

Daddy I have come to a place
Such a deep place
Daddy it says I don’t want to
But I need You to get me there

Daddy a place of brokenness
A place of see-through-ness
Daddy You see all
Even the things I don’t

Daddy I can’t hide anything from You no more
I don’t know how to do it
The only thing I can do is say
Daddy here I am, take me

Take me deeper Daddy please
Show me how can this wickedness inside of me
Forever die
Daddy I so do not want it to be there

Daddy
It has stolen so much from me
In the past I can see
Even now it is trying to resurrect

Daddy I do not know how
But You do
I wanna find comfort in that
Today and every day

Fault-finding we can do
Still it is not something I find in Your heart
You stay so soft, so humble
With those who feel lost and broken on the inside

Daddy I do not know
Why You have brought me here
I do not see yet Daddy
The dark night that You will turn into a sunny day

I do not see or find yet
The goodness that You are able to bring from this
Daddy it is just sore
Staring this in the face

I feel so alone sometimes
In this battle that I fight
Sometimes I don’t even feel strong
Just as if I’m getting it wrong all-the-time

Daddy this battle that I face
Thank you for fighting it with me
Thank you that I can still feel Your closeness
Thank you Daddy that You will never leave

I just trust you Daddy
I come and bring all of this
I choose to leave it in Your strong beautiful hands
Because without You I cannot

Daddy thank you
Thank you for never failing me
That you that You always care
Thank you for being steadfast

Daddy I bring them all to You
My failures, my faults
My weaknesses, my mishaps
Daddy I cannot do it without You

How You can still choose me
How You can still care for me
Daddy I do not know
I just say thank you

Thank you Daddy
For bringing gold out of this fiery trail
Thank you Daddy
That You can turn it for true good

Daddy I just wanna say
I trust You
I trust You
And I choose to hold on

Daddy I will choose
To keep on surrendering to You
To know You in all
To trust You with my whole being

You are the One who I belong to
You still have a plan for my life
You did not bring me this far
To just leave me now

Daddy I long for you
In a deeper way
I know this will perhaps get me there
That is why I choose to trust You

Yes trust is a choice
And today I give it to You
Daddy thank you just for being here
Thank you for always being near

I know Daddy that this giant
I do not have to face alone
I run to You
I say You are my strong and mighty God

Thank you Daddy
For already giving me the victory
In Your Son
We have won!

Yes Daddy, yes
Sin and shame has lost its power
On the Cross of Calvary
That is why today I can stand free and uncondemned

Thank you Daddy-God
Thank you for always
Giving us the victory
By and through the blood of Your Son

Daddy we trust You
We trust You
We come to You now
With even deeper faith

We love you Daddy
And we say thank you
All we truly need is in You
And You are worthy

Love songs
Our hearts want to continue to sing
For truly there is no-one like You
No one like You

We trust Your beautiful heart for us
Daddy we say thank you
Thank you that in every storm You are with us
You keep Your eyes on us, with You we are forever safe

Thank you Daddy
For being in the middle of this storm with me
For being my Rock
For being my Anchor

Daddy without You I cannot
With You I can
And for that I say
Truly thank you

You do not always remove
The very high mountains before us
You show us a way through
That will leave us so much stronger in You

Daddy for that
I say thank you
Thank you, thank you
I cannot do life without You

I just give You all Daddy
All, all, all
My love and praise
The One to which all honor is due

Thank you Daddy, thank you
For all You say
For all You do
For stirring faith inside my heart

With You we can do it
Always
Always, always
Always

You fill our hearts
With new strength
You give us hope for the future
Your plan for us is good

Amen.

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